It was just an awesome 3 days with Gurudev in CaitanyaNitai desh. The initial trip of his was postponed by a week because of his health. This visit of his I really felt like my JBS and NBNG have sent me for a rehabilitation crash course.Lots of realisation, lots of action points which I noted down for myself. Monday we heard from GM on Akshaya trithiya. Tulasi maharani's glories was the highlight. (Do you know you get 1 crore time benefit if you chant in front of Tulasi ? )
Tuesday was nectar, we had continous classes. Bhanu maharaj spoke on GBC, Guru, Temple Authority and Disciple relationship. Folllowed by a very crispy class on 10 offenses. (Two of it which was so striking was - Attachment is opposite to surrender, If you chant Nama with offenses crossing Anartha Nivridhi stage will take a longer time) Mahavaraha pb spoke on Guru Tattva (with dog example) and finally GM spoke on offenses. Thanks to Krsna, he is not chopping our head with Sudarshana when we commit 100 offenses like how he did to Sishupal. That night (Second day) I also stayed in the house where GM was staying and I was meditating so much that I should improve my DS . Whatever I missed to pray in Mayapur dham ( desire tree dham), I prayed at that house bcos Gurudev was there. I dint speak to him. But I heard him.
Guru's mercy is unlimited and so is his service. Though nothing was planned on my service, my beloved gurudev was merciful enough to engage me in his service and taught me lots of lessons. I cooked, cleaned the room, vessels, made garlands, distributed books, served his servants. Many of my God brothers and God sisters were inspiring. They taught me Do's and Dont's. Surprisingly this time, I enjoyed every minute and there was no dull moment.
Final touch was when GM had asked GPP..what is your wife's name ? Guru Seva ?? and GPP completed it :) So much love he has for me. He knows that I love to hear my name from him.
Love you Gurudev ! Please bless me that I remain faithful to you, following the vows I promised, chanting 16 rounds and eternally be engaged in your service blissfully.
