Was feeling good about the weekend damodar program we had until I spoke with my god brother. Felt tooooooo small when I heard about their mega programs. 300+ people turned up in program in an apartment. Sunday program 175 people turn up, temple program 700+ people are lighting diyas. Everyday day minimum 60 people turn up in house programs. Many doing 2 pgms a day. Devotees are taking big big austerities. huh ..Where am I in the race of pleasing Gurudev ? It is not gonna be a winning game.. Slept off in the morning and dint wake up nor want to wake up for mangal arti also.
But one good thing is.. I dint feel envious. GM mail is sooo soothing that anytime I read it, I get a big smile on my face. All glories to my sweetest father. As I was thinking on this, I got a mail from Hare Krsna Quotes and it said - "In spiritual life, higher or lower is not about how much you can accomplish; higher or lower is about the purity of your motivation, the spirit of your compassion and love -RNS"
Ok ! now, Someone mercifully wants to support me by giving helping hands to do a big program and
ouch ! I’m refusing saying I have no time to do wicks or prasad.
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