My vyasa puja offering

Nama Om Vishnu padaya Krishna preshtaya bhutale

Srimate Jayapataka swamin iti namine

Nama Acharya padaya Nitai kripa pradayine

Gaura katha dhama daya nagara grama tarine

 

My Dear Spiritual father,

 

Please accept my respectful obeisance’s,

All glories to Srila Prabhupada,

All glories to your divine grace,

 

Happy birthday Gurumaharaj.

 

Thank you so much Guru maharaj for every single thing you do for me. How wonderfully you make your sensitive insignificant little daughter so very special every single time. At one point of time when I felt so very hopeless and said to you “I’m not good.” Not really knowing how you would react. And much to my amazement you heard all and replied  me “You are very dear to me. You should know this.”  Who in the three world will even knowingly accept someone so very defective heartily and love unconditionally.

 

Every visit of yours always gives me a new fired up enthusiasm, new rays of hope but I’m so very sinful that it doesn’t last long. Please bless me that I remain enthused to serve you following your instruction always.

 

You are showering unlimited causeless mercy on me to help me come out of this material world but I’m so dumb, useless not understanding the importance of you and your instructions. Be it chanting, following the rules and regulations, waking up early, reading Srila Prabhupada books, attending arti, following the vaishnava etiquettes, doing services…. - Every single activity in devotional service is difficult for me.  I try to do them but hadn have never been consistent so far. I should also admit that In spite of hearing few personal instruction from you, I still could am still not able to follow them. I understand that I’m not sincere. But my dear father, you know any little thing I’m attempting is just because of you. Who else can make a demonic person like me also to be engaged in your service and Krishna’s service. You are glorious Guru maharaj ! But I’m sure ,things will change and one day ONLY by YOUR MERCY I will be sincere to accept all your blessings and will please you with every activity of mine.

 

On this auspicious day , I’m praying to you  please bless me that I always remain your dependent daughter attached to your lotus feet and help you enthusiastically in whatever way I can under the guidance of my seniors.

 

Your (neophyte) spiritual daughter,

(Diksha disciple)

Sriguru sevanandi devi dasi